My kittens are not feeling well. They have skin allergy & one can’t say anything if they would survive or not. Such little kittens need their mom for at least 6 weeks & they have been without her for 19 days. Naturally they aren’t strong enough & so they are being infected.
In the evening, I thought one of them fainted & was about to die but he couldn’t breathe & he was choked. The vet is also not that optimistic as they are very little & without their mother. Although they seem a little better but one can’t say anything as even adult cats are so fragile.
2 days ago, they learnt to sit on my shoulders. I was reading & one of the babies used to come & sit on the book & the other used to jump whenever I used to write something in my notebook.
I have been thinking that mothers are very important for the babies & I feel sick to my stomach when I think of the healthy puppies & dogs who were killed in our so-called posh DHA shit.
You know I feel well protected as long as my mother is alive. I often say to her that you bury me & then you die. You’re just not dying on me. She always says kya baqwaas hai Nadira. I’m an adult & still I feel this way. I just can’t afford to lose another parent. Papa had instant solution for almost everything. And I think I have survived for so long as I happen to be the hot favourite of my mother.
Anyway I hope both the kittens survive. I’m going to give it my best shot. And I have also decided that from now on, I’m not looking after more babies as some of my cats aren’t trustworthy. Plus my health is also deteriorating & I just can’t take the god-damn meds. Sometimes wherever you turn, you’re at a loss.
