During Ramazan, I heard this man saying on TV that Eid is forbidden on us, as we have too many flood victims who are suffering. People have been generously contributing to the cause & I don’t think Eid can ever be on forbidden on Muslims no matter how things are. But we have these maulanas who just like to give fatwas on every occasion.
One such other creep on TV said that if bad things happen to you, then you deserve them. Which means that people who died in that plane crash, their families deserve that. Flood victims deserve what’s happening to them right now. Illegitimate babies that are killed in this country (& no one even bothers to protest), they deserve that fate. Women who are raped also deserve that & children who are sexually abused in their very house also deserve this treatment. If you have an accident, you deserve that. Animals who are abused & killed also deserve any kind of torture. Some people had been questioning the innocence of Muneeb & Mugheez, maybe they had this very thought in their ugly heads. How the fuck does any one know as to who deserves what? It only proves you are insensitive or you make statements without thinking at all or you're totally fucked up in the head & you don't know.
On religious nights, we often get these sorry messages on our cell. This is one thing that I’ve never been able to understand. Maybe it’s okay to lie, cheat, betray, deceive, cause at the end of the day you have the right to send such messages. One lady never misses any opportunity of sending me sms & I never even bother to reply back, which in itself is a reply, but some people just don’t get it.
I neither believe in class discrimination nor other such petty issues that bother many wannabes…naturally I make friends with people quite easily. And yes I’ve never made friends with anyone for a personal motive, so I don’t really know. Betraying & deceiving may come naturally to those who don’t know the meaning of loyalty & sincerity & to be honest, I don’t give 2 fucks about it. But trust is really a very fragile thing. You can fool me once, but not twice. However, I know this paragraph is not going to make any difference. Some people just don’t get it. If I bitch about them on my blog, it becomes a matter of their self-respect & they want me to delete such passages, but it’s not a matter of self-respect when they send me such extra sweet made-up messages on every single occasion or when they kill trust of others.
Speaking of which reminds me of another so-called buddy. She thinks Z & I have some sort of memory loss problem. Every time when she wants to take off her burden & she knows we won’t fuck with her story, she gives us a call. And the details somehow change with every new story. I don’t know whether she takes us as a fool or not. There is no personal motive though; she’s just plain selfish. A couple of times I have mentioned that people take me for a fool & sometimes I do find it amusing…I never had enemies in my mind when I said that.
Plus we have all sorts of hilarious creatures on this planet who just never grow. One of my uncles is spreading false stories about me on his status & one of my aunts couldn’t help jumping & acting smart on that very status (She still thinks she’s 16 year old). 10 years ago, I might have reacted to it, but now I don’t see how it’s going to harm me. Just because my father is dead & I don’t have any husband, they think they have the right to bother me. Amusing, isn’t it?
Whether you lead a colorful life or not, the stories people circulate about you ought to be colorful. It’s not even so in my case. That’s sickeningly boring, to say the least.
