My boyfriend said next time I have an ‘episode’ he’s gunna call my therapist and make me go to castle lodge :/ last time they didn’t have any beds left which is why I didn’t go. Also I hate hate hate the crisis team and I always end up lying to them. I wanna fucking punch them in the face.
Thing is with everything that’s been going on and with a certain person still hanging around at home this week (long story but I don’t mean my boyfriend) I can tell I will snap. Especially as interpersonal relationships is coming up.
I just hope I don’t do what I did the other day and yesterday again, I broke stuff and I shouldnt really throw knives around either.
