What's more difficult?

Lately I heard about 2 suicide cases & both were very young guys. One of them hanged himself & the other jumped from the roof of his apartment. Of course no one knows the real reason, but beyond any reasonable doubt, they must have been through hell. Why would anyone want to take his life? Youth itself is hope. Families claimed that things were okay. But can you believe that kind of crap? If everything was okay, why are they dead?


We always hear that suicide is forbidden & those who commit suicide will rot in hell. Depression is a disease in which the level of neurotransmitter changes. You may be very strong-willed. But you don’t have control over the chemicals in your body. When that happens, people can take their lives. Would these people land in hell? As I see it…they might have been already in hell. Anyhow, God has created humans & he knows us better than anyone. I’m sure God understands. And the 2nd most important thing is that when a person takes his life, it must have been pre-ordained. What’s his fault? Everything was already written. It was his destiny.


I have been thinking that what’s more difficult: to end your life or to continue living when there is no point? I believe everyone will have a different answer. Some people will just call suicide an act of cowardice. I can’t use this kind of word for a victim, cause there is a scientific explanation & I believe in it. And thank God Science has provided some answers. It’s another thing that people just don’t want those answers.


Using your brain cells is not such a hard task, but still 1 or 2 people do the crappy thinking & it works for everyone. For instance, if a 1 year old kid is being scalded, what do expect doctors to do? Can such a little child take it? Before this question, there are other pertinent questions: how was the hot water spilled on the child? Was it an accident or a deliberate act? This could have been a case of child abuse, but no one even bothers to find out as to how the child was being scalded in the 1st place? The child dies & they claim doctors to be responsible for the death. Everyone is fixing the blame. No one wants to know the real story.


This is how the society works…yeah it sucks big time! There was a time when I used to say how saddening all this is, but now I can’t even say that. Again the question is what’s more difficult: accepting the story in circulation or using your brain cells?


You won’t believe it, but some people will even find this difficult – ‘My favourite 18 holes’ turned out to be a total waste of money & time as it was about golf.