So I knew this from the very start. I knew he liked her but I chose to not believe it when I put two and two together. I mean after spending time with him I didn’t believe what I knew was true. Finally I got the courage to say something & I don’t know why it surprised me when he said “yes i like another girl” oh but wait he likes me too. I am sorry but for my personal health and sanity I couldn’t keep talking to you.
I mean I would love to keep talking to you because I do like you. However in all fairness if I am giving my all I don’t think its wrong for me to expect the same back. So for my sanity and health I am not talking to you; plus if you really cared about me like you said and really liked me like you said you would have tried to talk to me but nope.
So now I need to be okay and I mean when you were telling me all that you did and our conversation, I didn’t curse at you I didn’t lose my cool once. I acted like an adult. I am proud of myself because self control like that is something new for me. Now I need to keep acting like an adult and walk away b/c if you care you’ll follow but I am not going to stand in place.
