So it’s 12:28 am and I’m wide awake. Thinking for the millionth time that I need to NOT be fat. I’m thinking to myself that maybe; just maybe if I take the step and reach out for some support of other people with the same problem that I can possibly make it.
Hi, I’m Ashley. I’ve always been overweight. It seems like ever since I was a little kid I’ve had stretch marks on my body that I’m had to cover up. I will probably never be able to wear a sleeveless dress or tank top, not even on my wedding day. I destroyed my body before I even knew what it was worth.
Like every other fat girl on earth I want to be skinny. If I can just get some support I think I can make it through this hurdle. In my household, talk about weight loss is taboo at the least. Every single one of the people in my house are overweight. Every one of us for a different reason. I try to get them to work out with me but it never goes right.
So tonight, I’m going to get some rest. I’m going to wake up and start working out and eating healthy. I’m currently unemployed, it’s summertime I have no excuse not to. So anyone out there who would like to follow me on my journey, I’ll be glad to accept you as a follower. Even if I don’t ever have a follower I’ll be ok. Just so it’s out there I will be happy.
Love Ashley
