I absolutely failed on dinner tonight. Saturday I plan on going to the grocery store, after planning out every meal and snack for the next week, and stocking up on everything I need. I also plan to pack everything I need for a day the night before. I bought a big purse like cooler and damnit I am putting it to use for more than my water bottles ASAP. Thank god I joined the Tone It Up team and interacting with K&K and all of the team members on Twitter has been just amazing. The recipes and ways of eating to follow is just going to make/making a huge difference. I may not personally know any of the girls I follow/that follow me on Twitter, but they help keep me inspired and accountable to stay clean & healthy. So tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow dinner will not be bad! I have plans to maybe go out with the girls, but I already planned to eat before I go so that food is not a problem at all. I’m only allowing myself two drinks as well. One that I have waited all winter for it to come back and a usual vodka soda with lime which is low on the calorie end. I also binged BIG TIME last night and I felt like absolute shit the rest of the night for it. I know why I did it too and I know that is key in stopping that behavior. I didn’t like what I had for dinner, therefor not eating enough which then caused me to devour the donut box sitting in my parents’ kitchen. I don’t even LIKE donuts from the place my mother gets them. Ugh. I felt absolutely disgusting. I did so well all day today though up until dinner. Tomorrow and every day after WILL be different.
