Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
Showing posts with label LONELY. Show all posts
Showing posts with label LONELY. Show all posts
Erp!
I wish I had IRL friends..(i have a very select few and by that i mean 2) but i thought i was protecting them and trying to prevent them from having to see and deal with one of my episodes….
Im lonely alot of the time. How do you explain to someone who sees your fresh cutting marks that your not suicidal and that your only coping… they just think your nuts…
it sucks cuz most ppl say next time you need someone hit me up so when it comes down to crunch time surprise there not there!!! i guess its kinda shitty when someone says there different you just expect them to be like the rest…
idk
im running circles around myself and im all over the place.. so imma stop writing and come back later…
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